Not so happy Easter? Part 3: Sweat Dream

{Sorry this post is late! I've been BUSSYYY!}

I trudged home and walked into my house.
"Hey Lizzie! Where have you been?" Julie asked me, she was stirring something in a pot in the Kitchen.
"I've been Out..." I shrugged.
"Missy! I asked you where have you been. I want to know exactly where you've been!" Julie hissed at me.
"Why does it matter?" I rolled my eyes.
"Just because this is the day your Parents died doesnt mean you have to be rude! You've been gone for a long time, I'm hoping you didnt do anything stupid!" Julie stared at me, and gave me the look. As in TELL-ME-THE-TRUTH type of look.

I had been sitting at the park, crying my guts out! But I didnt want Julie to know that!
I didnt want her to know that, because then she would most likely come and comfort me.
And like I said before, I dont want Comfort.
It doesnt help the pain....

"Okay dang! I've been with Stefan. We went to the park" I lied.
"Oh okay then, well dinner should be ready in about an hour, maybe an hour and a half" Julie smiled at me and just stirred the stuff in the Pot.

I rushed up to my room and closed my door.
I didnt like Lieing to Julie, Its just I didnt want her to know..to know...the pain I'm going through.
And plus, she doesnt know how it feels! Both of her parents are ALIVE and she can see them!

I walked over to my bed and closed my eyes slowly.

I opened my eyes and was standing in someones living room.
"Julie! Rebecca!" I shouted and looked around.

Wait a minute!
This wasnt just any living room!

This was the house that I lived in before my parents died!
It looked just like I remembered!

WHAT.WAS.HAPPENING!

I ran down a hall a turned to a room that I remembered highly.

My old room.

I sighed and walked into it.

It had light pink walls, a light purple bed, and a whole bunch of Butterflies around the room! Real or Fake.
Of course the real ones were dead and like in Frames, ect.
I use to LOVE butterflies!

I walked over to my old bed and sat on it, ahhh..It felt so soft and comforting!

"Elizabeth?" I heard someone say.
I turned quickly and saw Stefan standing in the doorway.

"Stefan!" I shouted and ran to him, and hugged him.
"Whats going on?" Stefan asked me and looked into my old room.
"I'm not sure..." I said slowly.
"Wait! Why are you here?" I also said. He wouldnt know where I use to live!
"I dont know! I was practicing my pitch for Baseball and all of a sudden I was here!" Stefan shrugged and then his face went blank.
"What?" I said, and then Stefan pointed to something.

I turned around and gasped.

Standing in front of me was my.....PARENTS!
They were wearing white, and looked VERY pale.
My moms blonde hair was in curls, her blue eyes were practically glowing! She was wearing a white dress.
And my dad had his regular brown colored haircut, his Green eyes twinkled at me.

"MOM! DAD!" I screamed, and dug my fingers into Stefans skin. Stefan started to whine and then he stopped. I looked towards him and Stefan was...Frozen.
No, he didnt have ice all over him. He was just standing there, not saying anything, and he was standing still.

"Stefan!" I screamed.
"Elizabeth..." I heard my moms soft voice. I turned and faced them.
"No..This..this isnt possible!" I screamed and leaned against the wall.
"Oh it is..Because were standing right here.." My dad said with sarcasm, he was always Sarcastic.

"Kyle!" My mom gave my dad a stern look.
"Elizabeth, oh sweet little Lizzie! You grew up so fast!" My mom smiled and stepped towards me.
I stepped back.
"No! Your dead! Your not talking to me!" I gulped.

"Yes we are dead..." My Dads voice drifted off.
"Then you should be in your Coffin thingy! Not standing here, talking to me! Your not here!" I closed my eyes and shooked my head.
"Oh Elizabeth! We've always been here! Looking down at you. We've been right next to you through everything!" My dad sighed.

 "No..." I kept saying.
"Yes, We were the ones who brought Stefan to you! We knew you needed someone, someone that would take your mind off of the whole Jake thing. And he ended up taking your mind off things!" My mom pointed at Stefan.
I looked at Stefan, who was still frozen mode!

"He reminds me of your father!" My mom smiled at my dad.
I looked at my dad, with his Light brown hair that almost looked blonde in the lighting. And his GREEN eyes.
Then I looked at Stefan, with his light brown hair that almost looked blonde in the lighting. And his GREEN eyes.
They looked alot alike!

"He kinda reminded me of him to" I smiled at them.
"But can you un-freeze him or whatever? Please?" I asked. My dad nodded and Stefan jumped.

"Whats happening?" Stefan asked and looked at my parents with big eyes.
"Stefan I would like you to meet my parents, Kyle and Emily Cole" I smiled at them.
"What...wait, isnt your parents...Dead?" Stefan asked, confused.
"Yes, BUT something weird is happening. And I think I like it.." I grinned at them all.
"Same ole' Elizabeth Cole" My mom rhymed, she was a very good rhymer.

"Its almost time to go!" My dad warned my mom.
"GO!? But I just got you back!" I frowned and ran towards them.
"Its okay Elizabeth. Remember what I told you earlier. We'll always be with you! Even if you cant see us!" My mom hugged me, then my dad joined in.

"But mom, dad! I'll miss you.." I looked at them.
"Were letting you go!" My dad said.
"WHAT!?" I screamed.
"KYLE!" My mom snapped.
"Sorry, I mean we dont want you to cry about our Death! We want you to laugh and smile about all the memories we've had, not the opposite! Were letting you not worry about us, by letting you go.." My dad smiled down at me.

Then he looked at Stefan.
"You better take good care of my daughter, do you hear me? Sadly, I'm not here to make sure of it.." My dad said sternly to Stefan.
"Yes, sir! I will make sure to take EXTRA good care of her!" Stefan gave a weak smile to my dad, which made my dad smile big.
Me and my parents hugged again

Then in the distance I started to hear somebody yelling.

My mom looked at me a said "If we could stay longer, we would have.."

And then my eyes snapped open.

I looked around.
I was back in my room!
My room at the house that I share with Rebecca and Julie!

I got confused and rubbed my eyes.
It was all JUST A DREAM!

I heard Julie yelling.
"ELIZABETH, DINNER IS READY!" She screamed.

Wait, so Julie must have been the person in my dream that was yelling in the background!
AND what my dad said about "Its almost time" meant that my dream was going to end because Julie was going to wake me up!

Oh..what a freaky nightmare!
I rushed down stairs.

"Oh Julie!" I smiled and ran to her, then hugged her.
"Hey! Stefans in the living room watching T.V. with Jeff. There going to have dinner with us. We didnt want to wake you though, you seemed tired.." Julie smiled at me.

I ran into the living room and saw Stefan.
I had passed Jeff on my way there, he was going into the Kitchen with Rebecca.

"Stefan!" I shouted and ran to him.
"Lizzie!" Stefan smiled at me and hugged me.

Then I remembered something!
My mom had said that she brought Stefan to me!

"Stefan. Why did you move here?" I asked him.
"Well someone told my mom that Florida would be a good place to live. And my mom was all for it!" Stefan shrugged. WOW!

And then I remembered something else!
My dad had asked Stefan in the dream if he "would take good care of me"

"Stefan, can I ask you something?" I asked.
"Sure, anything!" Stefan hugged me.
"Are you going to take good care of me?" I asked him. Stefan looked at me, probally shocked that I was asking such a weird question!

"Of course!" Stefan said and kissed my forehead.

Wow!
Okay, so maybe my parents have been by me through everything.
And Maybe I should learn to appreciate that!

CORRECTION!
I had said that that the dream was a freaky one. And that it was a nightmare.
Well, it wasnt anymore.

It was a...Sweet Dream!


-Lizzie-

Not so happy Easter? part 2: Finding out

Julie, Rebecca, and I arrived at the Park.
Which was where we went easter Egg hunting.
Julie went over to Julia.
And Rebecca went over to Becca.

I saw Prudence and Charity.
A smiled and waved at them, they came running up to me.
"LOOK HOW MANY EGGS I'VE GOTTEN!" Charity screamed and showed me all her eggs, she had like 20 of them.

"Wow! Did someone eat a little to much Candy this morning?" My eyes got big.
Charity just shook her head, sweetly like she didnt do anything.
"Yes she did! We got up at 8:00 this morning and all her candy was gone within an hour!" Prudence laughed.
"Dang girl!" I smiled at my two best friends.
"Come one, lets go get some more Eggs!" Charity smiled at me and started pulling my arm for me to follow her.
"Uhh..No I really dont feel like hunting for eggs.." I said slowly.
"What! Why?" Charity said as if it was crime that I didnt want to go easter egg hunting.
"Yeah, dont you like easter egg hunting?" Prudence asked. I just shooked my head.
Prudence looked at me funny, and Charity looked down at her Basket.
"You two go and have fun!" I told them and they walked away, prudence kept looking at me.

I went over to a bench right next to the lake and sat down.
I sighed.
I can still remember when that Car hit into my parents car.
I remembered it as if it happened yesterday.

I closed my eyes and tried to forget it.
I heard someone running up to me. I opened my eyes and noticed Prudence standing right by me with her eyes wide and her mouth frowning.

"Why didnt you tell me?" Prudence said and sat next to me.
"Tell you what?" I asked.
"That your parents died on Aprin 24th! WHICH IS TODAY!" Prudence looked at me with her big brown eyes.
"And who told you this?" I started to get furious.
"Well she didnt want me to say who it was, But...Rebecca told me!" Prudence looked away, ashamed that she told on Rebecca.
My face turned bright red.

"Oh that girl had a BIG MOUTH!" I started to get up and go over to Rebecca, my hands were in fist.
"Had a big mouth? Dont you mean HAS?" Prudence asked.
"Nope! She's doesnt have a big mouth because I'm going to rip it off her face!" I tightened my fist.
"No! Promise you wont tell her I told you!" Prudence grabbed my shoulders and made me sit back down on the bench.
I nodded my head, but I was still mad that she told!

"Elizabeth, were best friends! You can tell me this kind of stuff, thats what best friends are for!" Prudence explained and hugged me.
"I didnt want people to know, because I didnt want people to baby me today! Thats why I never told anybody, I dont want people to comfort me!" I sighed and looked towards the lake that was a couple feet awayfrom the bench we were sitting on.

"Oh lizzie, you'll be with them again!" Prudence assured me.
"No! I wont. I will never see them again. When you die, you die! Theres nothing else after death!" I hissed.
"Oh your only thinking that because of whats happened to your parents! You cant think like that, you have to believe you will see them again!" Prudence hugged me.
I hugged her back.
"Thanks" I said, even though I wasnt sure if I still believed it.

We saw Charity in the distance.
She waved and waved for us to come over to her.
"COME ON! Your missing out on all the fun!" Charity screamed to us.
Prudence and I looked at eachother and said "Sugar rush!"

Then Prudence stood up.
"Are you sure you dont want to hunt for eggs with us?" Prudence asked.
"I'll catch up with you later" I shrugged.
Prudence smiled and walked towards Charity.

I looked at the Lake, and sighed.

If only I could see my parents one more time......


-Lizzie-

P.S. I will finish the rest of this post later! Yep, theres a part THREE!!!! :)

Not so Happy Easter? Part 1

"HAPPY EASTER!" Rebecca and Julie screamed in my ear as I walked into the kitchen. I groaned.
"Please, dont scream!" I hissed and took the jug of orange juice out of the Fridge.

"Well, someones Cranky this morning!" Julie fake singed. Yes, we got Julie back last Sunday.
"I'm NOT cranky!" I snapped and drinked the Orange Juice right out of the Jug.
"EW!" Rebecca Squealed and ran over to me, she grabbed the orange juice jug from me, and wiped the nosle of the Jug with a Rag.
"Then whats wrong?" Julie asked, confused.

I sighed, I had been dreading this day since the beginning of the week. I just never told anybody. Mainly because it wasnt any of there buisness!
"Elizabeth, you can tell us.." Julie said slowly and walked over to me.

"Alright! Today, April 24th. Was the day my Parents died!" I sighed and wiped my mouth from the Orange Juice mustach.
Julie and Rebecca gasped. I rolled my eyes.

"OMG!" Rebecca said her favorite word.
"Oh Lizzie. I'm so sorry!" Julie put her hands on my shoulder and tried to hug me.
I pulled away.
"No! Dont comfort me! This is why I didnt want to tell you, or anybody else! I wanted to keep the date that my parents died a Secret! So people wouldnt do what you just did, try to comfort me! I dont want comfort!" I told Julie.
"But, Elizabeth.Then what do you want?" Julie asked.
"What do I want? I want my PARENTS! I want my parents to comfort me!" I shouted and I started to feel tears form in my eyes. I turned and ran upstairs. Julie and Rebecca just looked at eachother.

I heard a light knock on my bedroom door.
"What?" I hissed into my pillow. Someone came into my room.
"Were going to go Easter egg hunting in the park. Everyone will be there! Even Charity and Prudence. Do you want to come?" Julie said softly.
I sat up and wiped my eyes with my shirt sleeve. I shrugged.
"It will get your mind off of things!" Julie anounced.
"Okay.." I said slowly and followed Julie outside. Which was where Rebecca was waiting for us, she was wearing her favorite colorful outfit, that was great for Easter egg hunting!

-Lizzie-

P.S. I will finish this post later! Sorry! XDDD

Do the happy dance

I felt the comfort of my bed.
Ahh I loved the warmth, the comfy feeling,
Wow, I just love to wake myself up in my Comfy bed(:

Well, thats not what happened this morning!
Yes, I was woken up in my bed.
BUT, I didnt wake myself up. Someone else did. And that person was...Well you'll see...
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I suddenly felt a big lumpy pillow hitting my face.
"WAKE UP!" Someone screamed.
My eyes burst open, hoping that it wasnt some murderer, or kidnapper trying to take me away.

I sighed when I saw Rebecca's Familiar HOT PINK nail polished finger pointing at me.
"Ugh! What do you want!" I groaned into my pillow.
"Since we dont have school today, I demand you to get up!" Rebecca demanded.
"That doesnt make any sense! You shouldnt demand me to get up, when we have NO school!" I hissed and closed my eyes, trying to fall back asleep.

But Rebecca wasnt going to let that happen.
She striked me, once again, and hit me with another lumpy pillow.
"UGH! WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO GET UP!!??" I screamed and gave her the stink eye.

"Because, your going to make Stefan like you again today! DUH! And I want to help you get ready" Rebecca simply said.
"And why do you want to help me?" I sighed.
"Because your my sister. And I dont want to see my sister sad anymore! Now get up!" Rebecca slapped me on the tummy and walked over to my closet.

I slowly got out of bed and strudged over to where Rebecca was standing.
"Now, we want to make you look like the girl Stefan liked in the first place, but we also want to make you look FABULOUS!" Rebecca beamed and wiggled her fingers like Jazz Hands.
"Okay how are we suppost to do that?" I yawned and rubbed my eyes.
"We'll take this shirt, and ummm...This skirt! Oh and these shoes! You'll look adorable!" Rebecca took a Blue,white, and black off the shoulder shirt, a White Jean skirt, and Black boots.

"Honestly, I dont even like those boots! They hurt my feet!" I moaned.
"Alright, Alright! How bout these High-tops?" Rebecca showed me these high-tops that went with my outfit perfectly and looked like my style at the same time! I nodded my head and went to put the clothes and shoes on.
Then, Rebecca made me put my hair in 2 pigtails and we curled them.
"OMG! You look ADORABLE! Stefans going to freak when he see's you!" Rebecca nodded, she was proud of herself.
"So where do you think Stefans at right now?" Rebecca asked me. I looked at the clock.
"Well since theres no school today, he's probally at...The Baseball field that he practices at!" I told her.
Rebecca grabbed her purse and we headed to the Baseball field.

-AT THE BASEBALL FIELD-

"I cant do this!" I gulped, I sweating like CRAZY!
"Yes you can! I do not have a sister thats a freaking wimp! Your going to go out there and get Stefan back. Do you hear me?" Rebecca looked at me, serious. I nodded my head.
"Yes, master" I said serious like and then bursted out laughing.
"Go get 'em tiger!" Rebecca laughed and pushed me towards the field.

I tried to find Stefan.
AH HA! I saw him!
I walked slowly to him and gulped, and then gulped again, and then gulped some MORE!
I was so nervous!
How could I expect him to just take me back!?

"Hey.." I said once I approached him.
"Oh hey..Eliz- Oops! I mean Liar" Stefan hissed, he was obviously still mad. Do I blame him?
"Look, I dont blame you for being mad at me! Trust me, it was a stupid thing to do!" I blared out.
"Yes, it was" Stefan swinged his Baseball bat to the ground and leaned on it. I couldnt stop staring at it!
"I'm soooo, soooo sorry! I can say it over and over again!" I sighed and looked down at my High-tops.
"Okay then, How bout 1,000 times" Stefan said. I swore I saw a tiny smile on his face.
"So can we forget this all happened! And just start over! And be friends again! Please!" I begged and put my hands on my hips.
"How can we be friends again when I like you and you know I like you, but you dont like me the same way I like you!" Stefan shrugged. Wow, kinda confusing! (LOL)

"But..I do like you! Alot." I smiled up at him. Stefan started to smile back.
"Did you tell your boyfriend that?" Stefan smirked.
"Yes, I did tell my friend that..." I said slowly and brushed a strand of hair out of my face.
"What?" Stefan said shocked.
"Jake, he isnt my boyfriend anymore. I broke up with him..once I found out I liked you like you like me!" I laughed.

"Oh really?" Stefans eyebrows furrowed up.
"Yep! So can we start over?" I asked, smiling.
"Sure. My names Stefan Emerson. Whats your name, pretty lady?" Stefan smiled. That was a cheesy pick up line, but hey I like Cheesy pick up lines.
"My names Elizabeth Cole. Oh Stefan, what a Good name for a handsome boy!" I laughed into my hands.
"So, Elizabeth. Do you want to be my girlfriend?" Stefan asked. My eyes grew, YAAAAY!
"Yes, Yes I do" I smiled and hugged him.
Then we looked at eachother.

"So you know how to play Baseball?" Stefan asked me. I shook my head no
"Well, I'll teach you!" Stefan replied and handed me his baseball bat.

I looked towards where Rebecca was standing (in the Bushes on the other side of the field) and gave her the thumbs up.
She came out of the bushes and started doing a happy dance.
I laughed and joined Stefan over at Home base.


-Lizzie-

First love

Charity, Prudence, and me were at Taco Bell (Yummm...Taco's!)

"I want 2 Soft Taco's Please" Charity told the Cash Register guy.
"And I want 2 HARD taco's please!" Prudence laughed as she told the Guy.
"And Umm...I want a Nacho Belle Grande Please" I told the guy.

We got our food and sat down.

"So your back with Jake the Jerk I see!" Prudence giggled.
"I dont know, Its complicated" I sighed as I took a bite out of my yummy Nacho.
"What do you mean?" Charity said with a mouth filled with Taco shells and meat.
"Well, like at first I wanted Jake back so badly and I would do anything to get him back! And then Stefan found out and now he's mad at me for using him! I dont want him to be mad at me!" I explained.

Prudence and Charity looked at eachother.
I knew what they were getting ready to say.....

"A LOVE EMERGENCY! ATTENTION EVERYONE WE HAVE A LOVE EMERGENCY!" Charity and Prudence screamed, causing everyone in the place to stare at us.

I sunk down in my seat, emabarrising much?

"Your so Embarrising!" I laughed and shushed them to stop.
"Okay, Okay, But seriously! Do you like like Stefan or something?" Charity asked.
I shook my head no, I didnt think I did.
"Are you sure?" Charity looked at me with her big hazel eyes.

I nodded my head a little slowly this time.
Nah! I didnt like Stefan,
Or maybe I did....
NO! I liked Jake!

"No! I like Jake. I shouldnt be sad about this, I was the one that used Stefan to get Jake back! And thats what I want! I want STEFAN!...." I shouted and then stopped myself from talking anymore.

"Umm..Lizzie. Did you just say..." Prudence asked and Charity just stared at me with her mouth open.
"Uh..I think I did just say...Stefan" My eyes got wide.
"And that means?" Prudence asked.
"That means..I like..Stefan" I said and then relization hit me!
"I like Stefan...ALOT!" I squeeled.
"What about Jake?" Prudence asked another question.
"I guess, I'm going to have to tell him. To break up with Jake AGAIN, and try to make Stefan forgive me!" I sighed.
Charity smiled.
"Honestly, I like Stefan better then Jake anyways!" Charity anounced.
I rolled my eyes and smiled.

After Taco Bell I went over to Jakes house.
I knocked on there front door and Jake answered it.

"Hey Elly!" Jake smiled and hugged me. I hugged him back, weakly.
"I have to talk to you about something" I told him. Jakes smile faded into a frown.
"I think I know what its about. You like Stefan dont you?" Jake asked and looked down at his NIKE tennis shoes.
"Um..Yeah. How did you know?" I said.
"I knew it right when you tried to pull me away from Stefan when we almost got into a fight. I just didnt want to say anything, because I didnt want it to be true.." Jake mumbled.
"Are you mad at me?" I looked up at him with pleading eyes.
"Uh..No. I guess since we broke up, you moved on. I understand..." Jake told me.
I sighed.
"Thanks! But can we still be friends? You know..just friends?" I asked. I didnt want it to be awkward between us.
"Sure! We can be good friends, because Elizabeth even though we broke up, your still going to be my first love" Jake smiled at me and put his hands out for me to hug him. AW! HOW FREAKIN SWEET!

I hugged him and said into his shirt "You'll always be my first love too!"

I left his house and walked home.

Now I only have to make Stefan forgive me!
But thats going to happen TOMORROW!

Wish me luck!

-Lizzie-

Together

So all week I've been trying to make Jake Jealous.
At the beginning of the week I would say it wasnt working.

But after what happened yesterday, I would say it did work!

-YESTERDAY-
Rebecca and I were watching T.V. in the living room when we heard a knock at the door.
"I'll get it!" Rebecca jumped up and skipped over to the door, probally expecting HER boyfriend Jeff.
Isnt she sooo freaking lucky! -_-

"What do you want?" I heard Rebecca say to the person at the door. Okay, so its not her boyfriend.
"Who is it?" I shouted.
I saw Rebecca at the living room doorway.

"Um...Elizabeth. Jake the Jerk is here..." She said slowly before rolling her eyes.
"He is!" I snorted and got up.
Rebecca nodded her head.
"Okay, um..Can you go upstairs so I can talk to him?" I asked. Rebecca gave me a look but nodded and headed over to the stairs, but not before looking at Jake in the doorway and giving him a ugly face.

I walked slowly to the door with my head up high, to show Jake I'm not scared of him.

"Hey" I said to him as I approached the door.
"Hey..I wanted to talk to you about something" Jake looked at me and smiled. I remembered seeing a picture at his house of him when he was about 10 years old, he was smiling at the camera with a big braced smile. Oh he was so cute! Well still is...

"Oh really. About what?" I asked as if I didnt know.
"Um..that boy your hanging out with" Jake gave a discusted face. I knew Jake knew his name.
"THAT boy has a name. And its Stefan" I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah right sorry. Well you've been hanging out ALOT with him. And I was wondering if you two are...Um..like...going out" Jake acted like he was coughing as he said "going out".

"Going out? Why does that matter to you?" I put my hands on my hips.
"Well...Um..I broke up with Rachel" Jake nodded his head like he was cool or something.
Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! He broke up with Rachel! YES!
"Oh really..Sooo?" I acted like I didnt care.
"And I was wondering if you wanted to be my girlfriend again?" Jake asked as he looked at his shoes.
I looked at him with big eyes.
"Werent you the one who wanted to break up? Oh and What makes you think I want to go back out with you!" I challeneged him.
"Yeah I was the one who said that. But I was wrong. I basically only went out with Rachel to get you Jealous. At first, I thought I liked her and then I realized she had been cheating on me so the rest of the time I only went out with her to get you jealous. And apparently it wasnt working, since you went and got another boyfriend...Stefan..." Jake explained.

"Jake! Stefan isnt my boyfriend!" I laughed.
"But, you were all over him like he was!" Jake gave me a confused look.
"Yeah because I was trying to make you jealous!" I frowned, ashamed.
Jake smiled and hugged me.


-TODAY-
I was at my locker and saw Jake in the hallway.
I smiled at him and waved.
Jake smiled back and waved.

Thats when I saw Stefan, looking at us when we were smiling and waving at eachother.
I quickly turned and opened my locker.
Stefan came basically running over to me.

"What was that!" He demanded to know.
"What was what?" I acted like I was clueless.
"That smile and wave to Jake!" Stefan pointed towards where Jake was standing.
"Um...Nothing" I shrugged.
"You know..I've been hearing Rumors!" Stefan told me.
"What rumors?" I asked.
"People are saying that your going back out with Jake! I thought we were getting closer, what did you do, use me to make Jake jealous!?" Stefan asked. I didnt say anything. I didnt want to lie to him but I didnt want to tell him the truth.

"Oh my god! You did! How could you!" Stefan frowned at me.
"I just..I wanted him back...and...I.." I couldnt explain it.
"Oh whatever Elizabeth! I thought we were getting closer and you used me! I thought we had something! Apparently not!" Stefan shouted. I felt my eyes start to tear up.
Thats when I saw Jake running over to us.

"Whats going on? Is this Stefan kid messing with you?" Jake looked down at me with his big brown eyes.
"No...Jake just leave." I looked at him with big pleading eyes. We were making a BIG scene in the middle of the hallway!
"No, I will not leave! If this boys messing with you, I'm going to mess with HIM!" Jake looked at Stefan.
"Oh trust me, you dont want to mess with me!" Stefan warned Jake.
"Oh really!" Jake stepped closer to Stefan.
Oh god! A baseball player (Stefan) and a Football player (Jake) were getting ready to get into a fight right in the middle of the SCHOOLS HALLWAY!

"Please, Jake! Lets just go" I pulled Jake away from Stefan. Stefan looked at me.
"How could you" Stefan looked at me with his big gorgeous green eyes.
"I'm so sorry" I started to cry.
"Whatever! I'm not getting into a fight over someone who LIED to me and USED me!" Stefan hissed and turned to walk away.
"Lets go.." I told Jake and we walked to our class.

OH WHAT HAVE I DONE???!!!!!


-Lizzie-

A user

Since I couldnt think of any ideas to Help Mikayla. (I'm gonna try and think of ideas tonight!)
I decided to think about my other problem.
Jake.
and Stefan.

Over the last week me and Stefan have bonded. ALOT!
And for some reason I started to forget about Jake.
Jake. The boy I use to want so badly!

I only thought of Jake when he walked down the hall. Or I saw him with his perfect little girlfriend Rachel!

"Hey little girl" Someone said behind me in a deep voice.
"Ahh!" I screamed and whirled around.
"Whoa! Its just me, stefan!" the voice said.
"Stefan! You jerk!" I beamed, even though I wasnt bad at him.
Stefan took me in his arms and hugged me. That was kinda...strange. But I hugged him back
"Where were you yesterday?" I asked. Stefan had not been at school yesterday.
"Dentist appointment" Stefan shrugged.

I saw Jake walking down the hall.
This was it! I have decided to do what Julia told me "Make him jealous!"
Unfortunately, the only guy that I was close to AND was hot, was Stefan. So that means I'm using him to get Jake Jealous. I didnt want to do it at first, but Rebecca convinced me.

Jake stared right at Stefan and me.
I wrapped my arms around stefan.
"I'm surprised someone like you would even need to go to the dentist! You have such BEAUTIFUL teeth!" I smiled at Stefan as if I was in love. I inficized on Beautiful.
Jake stared at us in shock.
What? I couldnt have another boyfriend, but he can have another girlfriend!

Stefan hugged me back, he looked shocked that I was hugging him.
"Why thank you, and you are BEAUTIFUL" Stefan smiled at me. I felt myself blush.
He thought I was Beautiful! That was so freaking SWEEEEET!

Stefan and I walked towards where Jake was standing.
"Oh hey Jake!" I waved as if I didnt know he was there before.
"Hi.." He choked.
"Oh this is Stefan! Stefan this is the boy I told you about" I told Stefan.
Stefan raised his eyebrow at Jake. Stefan new Jake broke my heart, that Heart that for some strange reason Stefan wanted to repair.

But Stefan stayed nice to Jake "Nice to meet you" Stefan said as they shook eachothers hand.
"Ya, nice to meet you to" Jake seemed to look Stefan up and down.
"Well we have to go" I smiled.
"I have to also, I'm having lunch with Rachel" Jake smirked.
"Oh how nice" I acted as pleasant as I could and grabbed Stefans hand and we walked away from the shocked look on Jakes face.

I told Stefan I needed to go the bathroom and I walked there.

I looked into the mirror.
And the girl staring back to me was, of course, myself. But this girl was a user. She looked like me but she used people to just get someone jealous.
That wasnt Elizabeth Justine Cole!
AT ALL!

I didnt want to use Stefan.
But I wanted Jake.
I didnt like Stefan.
I liked Jake.

And if I wanted Jake back I needed to use Stefan, Unfortunately.
I wasnt proud of what I was doing, but I just hoped it would work in the end.

I splashed some water on my face and walked out of the bathroom.


-Lizzie-