Gloomy Attitude

I sat on my bed, my eye's were stinging from all the crying I've done lately.

I heard the knob of my door move, and Julie came in.

"What are you doing?" Julie gasped.
"Um..Sitting here, crying My guts out I guess..." I said slowly as I wiped my eye's.
"SHOULDNT YOU BE GETTING READY!?" Julie shouted.
"Um..what should I be getting ready for?" I asked confused.
"Your Chorus Competition!" Julie anounced. I gasped, I had totally forgot about that!

The whole, well except for Prudence, Chorus was going to Chicago for a Chorus Competition. We were leaving.....TODAY!!!!!

"I'm not going" I simply said and layed down on my bed.
"Yes you are! They need you! Remeber your doing the "Your the one that I want" song from Grease with Jake!" Julie sat on my bed with me.
"So? Someone can easily take that spot if I wasnt there!" I told her.
"No they cant! We already ordered the plane tickets! Your going!" Julie demanded. I shooked my head.
"Okay Elizabeth Justine Cole! Look at me!" Julie told me as she grabbed my shoulders and made me have eye contact with her.
"What?" I said annoyed.
"I know Prudence is in a Coma.." Julie started to say.
"DONT SAY THAT! She's NOT in a freaking COMA!" I yelled.
"Okay so apparently you've gone completely into denial! Prudence, Sadly, is in a Coma, Elizabeth! You have to deal with it! I know its very sad, trust me I'm sad to! But I know that Prudence wouldnt want you crying over her and she would want you to go to the competition!" Julie explained as she looked me right in the eyes. I wiped my eye's with the back of my hand.

"Alright.." I said slowly.
"Okay! Get to packing! We leave in 3 hours!" Julie smiled and left my room.
Julie and Rebecca were also coming with me to the Chorus competition.

I got off my bed and walked slowly to my closet.
I got my big Purple suitcase out of my closet and dragged it over to my bed and layed it on it.

I packed a bunch of my good clothes and Pajama's.
I kept telling myself that this was going to be fun!
Even.Without.Prudence.
Even though I knew it wouldnt be the same without her!

I wiped my eye's cause I could feel tears starting to come out of them.
I got dressed in Black skinny jeans, a white Bruno Mars t-shirt, and Grey UGG boots. I put my hair up in a Messy Bun cause I didnt feel like doing it all fancy!

I grabbed my suitcase and ran downstairs.
"Ready?" Rebecca asked my as she zipped up her BRIGHT PINK Suit case with a BIG R in Orange seaquins on it. She was wearing a Neon Pink and Blue T-shirt, with Blue skinny jeans. She had these Weird Pink boots on. The Bright colors of her suitcase and outfit seamed to haunt me with its brightness. I looked at her suitcase discusted.
"Whats wrong?" Rebecca asked me confused, she looked from me to her suitcase.
"Er..Um..Nothing." I shooked my head and looked at Julie as she came down the stairs.
She had a Baby Blue suitcase. And she was wearing a White Journey (as in the band) shirt with a Jean skirt and white leggings, she had Some Nike tennis shoes on. Her hair was in a simple Braid.
The simpleness of her outfit Discusted me!
WHY? Why did there outfits discust me?
I looked down at my White, Black, and Grey outfit. It looked Gloomy, just like my attitude.

"We better get doing!" Julie smiled and we left for the airport.

~Elizabeth

P.S. I will post about getting to Chicago in my next post! It will probally be up tomorrow! :)